Funny right. We never get tired of it.

Bella falling asleep.

Why I love AZ

Just a few reasons why I live this place.

80 degrees in march
Playing outside all day
I just scored some grey flip flops at the dollar store. My first spring/summer purchase
Simple things like filling up the bucket with water and a couple watering cans makes hours of fun.
The tv first have to be on
I love my awesome reclining lawn chair.

Just a Saturday

All grown up

With Dave being gone i was actually relieved to have both girls wake up early in the morning and come sleep. I have everyone in one room.
Now Greyson had been sleeping through the night from 9/10 pm to about 6. That's nice. I do miss getting up with him though. It was so special having that alone time in the middle of the night. He is so sweet I just can't get enough if him. His feeding times are getting more spread out as well. He goes 4 hours more often now.
Bo is getting better everyday. The infection turned out to be allergic reaction to the stitches. It is almost healed so they said we could pass on restitching. I just have to use peroxide throughout the day. I can't wait to give him a nice bath. It's been a stinky 2 weeks.

Another rough day with the girls. Gave myself a migrain. I have got to snap out of it. At least I was able to find a few minutes here and there to paint my nails.

Little blessings

Not sure why I go from hot to cold or from this end to that. Maybe cause this is the hardest job. Maybe I'm crazy. Maybe I'm not. But one thing I do know for sure is that I love my life. No matter what I say or the things that make me feel completely bonkers. It's these sweet little moments and faces that remind me of my choice of becoming a mom. I have to remind myself to take it one day at a time. Sometimes it's by the hour. But I can do it. I chose this. I want this.

Enjoying the company

My brother Jason is in town on business and was able to stay for the weekend with us. Of course there was done golfing, bit I wasn't there to document with photos and today we went to the Dbacks vs the Rockies spring training game. It was good weather and good company. I don't get to spend too much time with him so this was fun. Love you Jay!!

"Bella....what are you doing?"

I sit here trying to breath away a headache before I take on the task of nursing. Her big eyes suddenly catch my attention.
"Bella..what are you doing?" I ask slowly walking over to her careful not to frighten her into any small disasters.
"I did it mom!" she replies such asurety that I too will be proud of her accomplishment.
As I approach her I see a sock in her hand and a sweet little foot poking through pants of our sweet little Grey. She then proceeds to take unbuckle him trying to pull him out.
"Bella, don't take him out.!" I say
" sorry mom."
"just leave him alone your waking him up."
"sorry mom."
She looks at me again with those big puppy eyes. No sooner do I see the binky that was once in his mouth, in her hands. He ferociously throws his hands and legs around struggling to deal with the binky now being shoved into his mouth.
"Bella leave him alone"
"oookaaay mom. Sorry mom".
Finally after 30 seconds of continuous attempts at reinserting the binky in his mouth, I quickly take it away from her.
"heeeeeyyy!" she exclaims.
High squeals and a gasping cry break through the air.
" don't cry Greyson. Don't cry." she carefully and sweetly says like I'm the one who inflicted such discomfort to him. Once again I'm the one made out to be the bad guy. She covers him up with the blanket and rocks the seat. His cries still coming, she looks at me again saying,
"I did it mom!"
"yes Bella. Good big sister"
And grey still is crying.

Well allisandria is giving me a run for my money again. This time around my patience is even thinner. I need a chill pill. Anabella is a little mimic. Very active and trying my patience in different ways. Into everything.
Greyson is perfect still. Sleeping til 5 or 6 am the last couple days. Bo has managed to either have an infection from his surgery or he is allergic to the stitches. He is oozing from the incision and we need to wait over the weekend to see how the antibiotic does. If it doesn't stop oozing then we have to go in and remove the stitches and replace them with the old school kind before he gets any more sick. Frankly I'm sick of this bull. I don't wanna have to banish him to his kennel anymore.
So all in all I've been feeling like a failure all around except to Grey. All the other beings in the household could really use an improved version of myself.

Library day

Observing. Going. Going. Gone. Zzz...