Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Relaxing

I just can't say enough how happy I am to have put my etsy shop on vacation mode for this month.  I truely am enjoying taking time with my kids, Christmas bussel, and relaxing during the day!  Even though I am not fulfilling orders, I find myself busy with getting presents together to ship in time for christmas.  I love blaring the music.  It definately sets the mood.

Allisandria has now decided that naps are for the birds and so I don't get a break from her during the day...somedays I want to cry and somedays I am okay.  I find myself getting annoyed of my own voice telling her not to do this or not to do that.  I have a slight constant head ache in the back of my head every day that gets pulsing everytime I yell at her. I hate it!  Solution...? Reading my scriptures in the middle of the day instead of bed time.  A much needed release and boost of encouragement.
Motherhood was not pushed on me at all...it was a choice.  My choice.  Even though I want to hide under the bed or even just make a phone call in peace, its my life I chose.  I wouldn't change it for the world.


Xoxo, Tricia

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