Starting week 3

No one said it would be easy.  No one said it would be this hard either.  I take evry day as it comes. Waking up just once a night to feed Bella, I feel like I am getting enought rest.  Allisandria is doing better every day during the feeding times. I just need to keep up on doing something special for her each day.  That seems to help her behavior which in turn helps my behavior towards her.  I love to see her smile and giggle.  She is such a good helper with the things her little 2 yr old self can do.  She is so beautiful and I don't think she could be any better.  I am so lucky.  It is just hard for me emotionally. Dividing my time between the two girls and myself. I am learning to take quiker showers (something I need to do anyway.)  The good thing is that I know the lord is there for me.  He wouldn't give me these beautiful girls if I couldn't handle it so that motivates me to get up every day and face it.


Xoxo, Tricia