going from one kid to 2...that was hard...
the emotional struggle of trying to contemplate loving another child just as much as the first...
never having the moments where it will be "just you and me"...
that was hard.
I remember crying my last sunday at church before giving birth to Anabella. Having such hard week before with Allisandria, plus the pregnancy emotions on top of regular emotions. I was scared that Pia would be left behind.
Today...oh is life different, but better becuase of the change...
I of course still love my Pia to death, but look at this face! Anabella couldn't possibly feel any more apart of the family that Allisandria. That is how I know it is meant to be.
They are made of me. They are my flesh. they will forever hold my heart, which they do for their daddy as well. That these little nuggets connect dave and I physically forever.
Talk about eternal love. I like that.
ohh, this is so sweet. I, too, remember crying to Nate before I had Asher about the same thing...I'd had so many firsts with Brooklynn and I was worried about our bond being torn apart somehow...or that my love for Asher would be different. Now, I realize my love for both of them is unique, true and unconditional. Love you girl, C
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