Happiness

I have thought ALOT since my post of sheer pity on myself. While away at girls camp I realized ALOT about myself and things that I need to change to be more happy.

I said in that post that I was feeling stressed with all the directions I was being pulled in. Here is what I learned while at camp. I am a daughter of my Heavenly Father and he knows me. Jesus Christ suffered not only for my sins but my pains and sorrows. I am not alone. The temple is the sole place that I can constantly have my eternal companion and family in my constant reach as long as I keep the promises I made there. Prayers are answered. It's up to us to listen to the spirit so we know how they answered. We can change. All the time. It is never too late to change.
Here is what I need to change in order to be the wife and mother that I hoped I would always be. After much thought and prayer I have come to the conclusion that is is better that I put a hold on the Baby Night Night business and the boutique in Scottsdale. Custom order after custom order has really gotten me thrown through a loop. There are a few things I will continue to do but mostly I am taking a break from that. I was spending way too much time busting my tail to get things ready to take over to the boutique and the payoff isn't all that great. A 70/30% split isnt that great for the bloomers I am selling over there. I loved doing it but it really isn't worth all that time I put into it. It was a great experience but from now on if I decide to retail in a store I will offer wholesale pricing only. I can still make off pretty good doing that.
Also I really need to sit and relax. While away at camp I had a lot of time to ponder. I get it now. There is no better time than now to stop and enjoy little moments. I was really missing those.
I am so blessed to have Dave. He is such a strength. I want to give more of myself to him. So we cam continue to grow stronger in the gospel together and grow stronger in our relationship together. Much love and thanks for all the support.

Thanks!
Tricia
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